How can I feel so blessed and so happy when I have such a huge ache in my heart for humanity. This may sound dumb but I just watched Glee and my heart hurts from all the issues brought up. But yet I’m so happy today and if I just look out my window I see such pretty things. It’s one of those days that you could never even doubt that God exists. I just wish no one had to go through any bad thing. But I guess that’s life.